Theos-Talk Archives (April 2005 Message tt01652)

Strangely, me and my disciple both were diagnosed with clinical
anxiety (PAD/GAD) & depression, which at one point was unbearable for
both of us.

I also have dissociative attacks, which causes the "bursts of energy"
kind of feeling that makes you jump.

She also remembers me complaining about muscle aches in the morning
when I woke up after having dreams about the mahatma. I suggested
jokingly, "maybe I'm working out in my sleep."

-Mark H.

On 4/25/05, Cass Silva <silva_cass@yahoo.com> wrote:
> 
> ARE YOU Tired????? Feeling perpetually tired?  Do you have fatigue
> and lethargy, even after many hours of sleep? Do you feel spacey and
> have an inability to concentrate? Do you have insomnia or better yet,
> regular awakening, often at predictable times during each night? Do
> you have joint and muscle aches and pains that cause you to awaken,
> feeling as though you have been working hard all night long?  Do your
> feelings of depression that do not seem to match the circumstances of
> your immediate life?  Do you have free-floating anxiety and/or panic
> that cannot be traced to any specific trauma or cause? Do you have
> allergies, skin conditions and immune difficulties that almost seem
> as though your body is at war with itself?  Do you have thoughts
> of "going away" without a clear idea of where you wish to go?  Do you
> have unexplainable weight gain or loss?  Do you have incidents of
> time loss, loss of short-term memory?  Perhaps it is because we are
> doing our "work"  we are "advancing"… Perhaps there is a level of
> consciousness that our waking consciousness and our sleeping
> consciousness are trying to merge.  Maybe it is part of the "trip."
> Is it one more step in our body/mind/spirit re-connection trying to
> boot up all the new "software?"  We have read in the past few months
> many variations of the above theme… each writer putting his/her own
> spin on the what/why and how come I feel the way I do?  It is really
> up to each person to look at all parts and the sum total of "self"…
> As you examine (not analyze or pick apart for you folks who spend
> most of your time doing that) yourself and how far you have come just
> in this lifetime, you will begin to realize that this may indeed be
> the next step…. Maybe there is a reason for feeling tired, huh?  Just
> maybe you are moving from normal or as some writers call it "numb-
> all, to newly alive.  We have heard it called "The Quickening".  It
> seems we have all been asleep in some way or another and are now
> awakening.  You feel power surges or shooting pain… you may feel weak
> and distraught…  Remember the movie Matrix?..... Neo asks
> Morpheus  "why do my eyes hurt?".. He replies.."you've never used
> them before".  What a ride!!!!!!
> 
> The physical body is going from a carbon based entity to a
> crystalline based body.  There is a sloughing off of brain patterning
> to permit the intended consciousness raising effect.  DNA changes are
> creating possibly disturbing sensations.  All of this is to your
> benefit—it is increasing spiritual clarity and will enable physical
> survival in the higher vibrations.
> 
> The earth's background base frequency, or "heartbeat" (called
> Schumann resonance.. a definition will be given at the end of this
> newsletter for those  brainiacs of you who need it) is rising
> dramatically.  Though it varies among geographical regions.. for
> decades the overall measurement was 7.83 cycles per second.  This was
> once thought to be a constant;  many global military communications
> were developed on this frequency.  Since 1987 (Harmonic Convergence)
> this resonance has been slowly rising.  Recent reports set the rate
> at over 11 cycles and climbing.  There have been reports of it going
> over 12.  Science doesn't know why, or what to make of it.  Now why
> would I even mention this????  Wellllllll, time will appear to
> speeding up or collapsing..  A 24 hour day will seem to be about 16
> hours or less.  So with the earth's base frequency changing… how
> could we not be affected by it?????  We are "of the earth"…. We will
> certainly be affected by this change, not only in our individual
> bodies, but also with spiritual healing.  Spiritual healing has been
> a fundamental aspect of all world religions.  It is a universal human
> potential which has found renewed interest not in only the religious
> field, but the medical as well.  Reiki, Qi Gong, Reflexology,
> Acupuncture, and Therapeutic Touch are all _expression of the healing
> nature of energy.  Spiritual healing operates on an energetic model,
> one that addresses consciousness before mechanics.  Consciousness
> itself is a spiritual energy.  It pervades all the cells of the body.
> The Earth's field is not fixed, it is a background magnetic wave, and
> we are tied into this magnetic field.   David Maginley, a Therapeutic
> Touch practioner  writes, "The Earth's magnetic field is a
> synchronizing signal to all life on Earth that influences hibernation
> cycles, migration navigation, plant growth, in fact, NASA found they
> had to incorporate this resonance into the equipment on the Space
> Shuttle to promote the health and well being of the astronauts while
> they were outside the magnetic field generated from the ionosphere to
> ground level.  In healing, a frequency window opens between a healer
> and patient, a Schumann resonance.  When both are oscillating their
> brain waves around whatever the resonance is at that given time (now
> around 11), there is a maximal transfer of energy.  The healer is
> then acting as a conduit for this subtle energy."  As a healer, you
> also create ripple effects that affect the local environment.
> 
> ******************************************************************
> 
> As you know, we are in linear time here in the 3rd dimension.  We
> are going to spend a line or two on this because many of us will ask
> intuitive folks questions pertaining to the future.  As one looks
> into the future, you will enter a timeless continuum.  Although you
> will get or be told accurate glimpses into happening, timeframes are
> based on linear time continuing at a constant pace, and that is not
> what is occurring.  Our concept of time doesn't exist elsewhere in
> the universe – the timeless continuum does, where everything is now –
> your past, present and future are happening simultaneously in
> different energy planes. When you are predicting or being predicted
> to… keep this fact in your mind.  Your natural pattern of proceeding
> is linear, and if time and time again you have preconceived ideas as
> to when happenings `should' occur and they don't materialize within
> those timeframes, you are discouraged and think "you've blown it…
> have no, nada intuition".  That is why the most credible reports from
> respected channels do not give timeframes.  Besides, the "time"
> problem… you also have to take into consideration "free-will."  Just
> because it was supposed to happen a certain way, doesn't mean other's
> free will won't affect the outcome.
> 
> ******************************************************************
> 
> Are you a pain in the neck??? Seriously, do you have a pain at the
> back of the neck????   At the base of the back of the skull is a
> chakra known as the Well of Dreams.  It is sometimes known as the
> channeling port.  Sometimes when you are approached by "spirit" to
> channel through some information (be it verbal, written singing, art,
> spoken word, etc.), you will get pressure and sometimes intense pain
> at the base of the neck…We all have a tendency to
> think "stress", "sinus", "whiplash from my last accident", etc. and
> thus dull the pain with medication instead of looking at
> another "cause"…. It is time for you to begin your "work"…..  It is
> surprising how fast the "pain" (or gentle nudges) disappear as we
> write, paint, sing, speak, etc.  This is also a good place to talk
> about "window of opportunity".  A window of opportunity is a linear
> timeframe for us to act upon  these gentle nudges.  As I (Diane) look
> back, I have had great ideas that I sat on for years only later to
> find the ideas used and put into books, seminars, teaching methods,
> etc.  We are given the opportunity to bring it into the third
> dimension, but procrastinate and don't do it… so it is given to
> another.  Don't miss your "window of opportunity"…  AND you know what
> I am talking about.
> 
> Many people labor under the burden of "false humility", as they try
> not to say or do anything that might reveal them to be the Wizards
> and Sorceresses that they truly are.  This is left over from the
> Middle Ages, witch burnings, persecutions, and childhood censure by
> parents – who install the illusion of being "dumb as an ox"… and
> stays safe from being worshipped or persecuted.  It is also the cause
> of the pain of repression that we deal with everyday.  Repression is
> a word that is often bandied around sometimes if someone feels they
> are being kept from saying all they want to say on a particular
> subject (or sometimes if people around them don't agree with what
> they are saying).  There is a distinction to be made between proper
> restraint (staying on a topic in a public forum, being in a
> particular discussion in a group, etc.) and repression.  The former
> (restraint) is a decision made by leadership or group consensus, to
> maintain structure, and the latter is something we tend to do to
> ourselves.  Where the pain is located in the body, is an indicator of
> the source of the restraint.  Do you follow what I am saying?  It is
> easy to blame our own "bottledupness" to repression while it may
> indeed be self-imposed.  It may be us denying or revealing/accepting
> ourselves.
> 
> Do you casually refer to things that are happening in your life
> as "strange" or "weird" or  just simply "interesting"??????
> 
> "The reasonable man adapts himself to the world;  the unreasonable
> one persists in trying to adapt the world to himself.  Therefore all
> progress depends on the unreasonable man."  George Bernard Shaw
> 
> ******************************************************************
> 
> We came across an interesting question in a website we were
> puttering around the other day. The author of the website stated that
> the question and discussion that followed was submitted by an
> anonymous visitor to the website (www.2021.au).  The Question was:
> Believing and Knowing ---What's the Difference????   It certainly
> gave us something to think about… perhaps it will do the same for you.
> 
> "It is important for you to know the significant difference between
> the two words "believe" and "know." For what most people do not
> appreciate is that these two words are opposites!! (gotta say--- this
> grabbed our interest)
> 
> Definitions –Merriam-Webster Dictionary (www.m-w.com).
> 
> `BELIE' – (1a) to give a false impression of (1b) to present an
> appearance not in agreement with (2a) to show something to be false
> or wrong (2b) to run counter to
> 
> `BELIEVE' – (1a) to have a firm religious faith, to consider to be
> true or honest (1b) to accept as true, genuine, or real, (1a2) to
> have a firm conviction as to the goodness, efficacy, or ability of
> something (1a3) to hold an opinion
> 
> "KNOW" – (1a(1) to perceive directly, have direct cognition of (1a
> (2) to have understanding of (1a(3) to recognize the nature of (1b(1)
> to recognize as being the same as something previously know (1b(2) to
> be acquainted or familiar with (1b(3) to have experience of (2a) to
> be aware of the truth of factuality of (2b) to have a practical
> understanding of
> 
> It is imperative that you understand the "BELIEVE" and "KNOW" are
> opposite in meaning.  If you "BELEVE" that something is true, it is
> because you do not as yet "KNOW" it to be true.  Conversely, if
> you "KNOW" something to be true, you are no longer in a state of
> wondering whether to "BELIEVE" it or not.
> 
> Now look at the construction of the word "BE-lie-ve" in conjunction
> with the meaning of the work "BE-LIE" above.  Keep this thought in
> mind and look at the first definition of "BELIEVE", where it says "to
> have a firm religious faith" and then ask yourself the question –
> "why are all the religions referred to as religious be-lie-fs"?
> Have you ever been asked  "what is your religious be-lie-f?"
> 
> Yes, that's right, we've all been tricked once again by  -- who
> knows what… that we are anything other than who and what we are truly
> capable.  We are all Co-Creators of unconditional love, capable of
> creating any experience into existence, by our POWER of THOUGHT.
> 
> None of what we tell you in this section will work, if you be-lie-ve
> that your "creative thought" will work.  Your power of "creative
> thought" ONLY works when you KNOW that it works!!!!
> 
> To BELIEVE is to accept another's truth.
> 
> To KNOW is your own CREATION."
> 
> The above is just fuel for thought……. Get that??? Don't spend a lot
> of time trying to analyze it, just start "knowing" your own truths.
> 
> In any given moment we are making small and large decisions.  Each
> decision is based on LOVE or FEAR.  Choose love, follow your
> intuition and follow your passion or "burning inner desire."  Be
> aware that most of the media is controlled by just a few.  Use
> discernment.  Look for the hidden agendas.  Why is this information
> being presented to you?  What is "their" real agenda?  Is it a case
> of problem/reaction/solution?  Do "they" create a problem so
> that "we" react and ask for a fix, then "they" offer their solution?
> The "solution" is what "they" really wanted in the first place.  Or
> are they reporting something insignificant to hide very significant
> things that could affect you personally?
> 
> Discernment applied to different sources of information is becoming
> of paramount importance.  The message is to follow your heart, your
> gut feelings and intuition, not your intellect.  Be discerning with
> the feelings and information you process.  Does it resonate with
> you?  Be in balance.  Balance never means indifference.
> 
> Being in "fear" allows  whatever is outside your body a chance to
> affect you.  The "outside" influence will resonance with the fear
> inside you… and, possibly cause you all sorts of problems, both
> physically, emotionally, and mentally.  Again, balance, balance,
> balance.
> 
> We ran across this editor's note in the website educate-yourself.org.
> It explains something we've been asked over and over again.  We
> believe this editor, Ken, says it about as well as it can be
> said:  "My reading of metaphysical texts has always affirmed the
> notion that the respect of free will is uppermost in the spirit world
> and if you want to obtain assistance from the higher spiritual
> sources, it's necessary to ask for help.  I learned something from
> master dowser Walt Woods about requesting assistance from higher
> realms that I'll pass along here.  Walt said to always request help
> from spiritual beings who have the APPROVAL of your Higher Self and
> who are working for the HIGHEST good of all concerned, especially
> YOUR highest good.  By inserting the caveat that your request is
> limited to ONLY those being who are approved by your Higher Self, you
> avoid the pitfall of being misled by deceptive spirits."  We believe
> this goes for requesting help for others… always ask
> for "healings", "help", assistance", etc. in alignment with the
> Higher Self of the individual.  Perhaps a person's aliments,
> maladies, disease, even death is the individual's soul contract or
> learning path.  Matthew Ward said through his mother Suzy Ward, "If
> one's soul contract calls for leaving at a specific time, that will
> happen regardless of where the person is, what the person is doing.
> If the contract's longevity provision calls for remaining in the
> lifetime for many more years, wherever the person is will be a safe
> haven even if it is in the midst of turmoil and death.  What are
> considered by most as survival "miracles" is in actuality.. the
> workings of guardian angels."  So to send a person healing, etc.
> without considering the soul contract as well… not in the person's
> highest good.
> 
> There are people who make the transition from one step to another on
> this path of evolution in a relatively gentle way, but there are many
> who experience a crisis when "stuff" happens.  Both ways are just
> that…  ways… neither good nor bad.  Most of us experience a
> combination of both ways.  Sometimes we are thrust into
> psychological, emotional and bodily changes and can find no logical
> explanation.  This alone can cause a crisis.  We have received many
> emails lamenting about what is going on in either with that
> individual….Below are a list of some of the symptoms experienced in a
> process of breakthroughs that we received via email from a Ms. Fenn:
> 
> "a. Sudden extreme sensitivity to people and environments.  A person
> who has previously been sociable and active suddenly finds they can't
> bear to be in shopping malls or in crowded environments such as
> restaurants.
> 
> b. An increase in psychic ability and awareness. This most often
> manifest in the ability to almost "hear" the inner thoughts and
> feelings of others.  This can be disconcerting if the person imagines
> that everyone else can also read their thoughts and feelings.  Also
> an extreme sensitivity to negative energy in certain environments or
> people, including the inability to tolerate certain people who had
> previously been close.
> 
> c. This increased sensitivity can lead to panic attacks or anxiety
> attacks.   These can occur at any time, even when the person wakes up
> at night.  Often there is no valid reason for the attack, although
> the person will often seek to find a reason.
> 
> d. The person might also find themselves "zoning out" for long
> periods of time, just wanting to sit and do nothing.  This can be
> irritating to someone who has previously been very energetic and
> active.  This is just the consciousness adjusting to spending more
> time in the higher dimensions and less time in the 3rd and 4th
> dimensions.  Related to this is the need to rest and sleep for far
> longer than previously, and a general slowing down.  (from the
> Mickelsons:  Remember many of you have asked to "remember" everything
> you have learned from past lifetimes… if you have asked for this, you
> may be having many etheric "downloads" that are in progress, bringing
> in many new "files' containing forgotten knowledge and abilities from
> the cosmos, loading themselves into your consciousness.. you may feel
> at times on brain overload or having the strangest "dreams…"
> Remember, you asked for this process, you can also slow it down or
> shut it off….)
> 
> e.  Obsessive anxieties about human beings destroyed (by pollution,
> lack of resources, aliens, technology, etc.). This is because multi-
> dimensional consciousness can access all levels of the group mind,
> including that part which hold the fears and anxieties about the
> survival of the species.  Since the person is often concerned about
> their own survival, they tend to resonate with this part of the group
> mind.
> 
> f.  An obsessive need to understand what is happening, leading to the
> mind becoming overactive and the person fearing they are losing it or
> suffering from "burn-out".  Also a fear of going mad and being unable
> to cope with everyday life in the future.  Again, psychologists and
> doctors seem able to offer very little help.
> 
> g.  Depression for no reason, or related to the crisis state.  This
> is often just the consciousness clearing out old layers of energy
> that need to be released.  It is not necessary to "process" or relive
> the experience, just allow the body to release the energy.  Have
> patience with the process and know that it will pass.
> 
> h.  Disrupted sleep patterns, often waking up to 3 times a night, or
> just about at 3am.  Again this is just the consciousness adapting to
> new cycles of activity.  Higher consciousness is often more active at
> night since the lower dimensions are quiet at this time.
> 
> i. Feeling strange electrical energy waves through the body.  The
> crystalline body is incredibly sensitive, and feels solar and lunar
> waves, cosmic waves, and multi-dimensional energies.  Often these
> energies are assisting n the process of "rewiring" the body to carry
> higher energies. This can be uncomfortable, but the body eventually
> acclimates to dealing with these energy waves.
> 
> J.  A whole range of physical sensations and experiences, usually
> related to detoxification.  The crystalline body holds no toxins, but
> allows everything to pass through it.  In fact the eventual trick to
> being "immortal" is just to allow everything to pass through and hold
> onto nothing.  The ultimate state of detachment.  But at this stage,
> the body needs to release years of "toxic" waste, whether physical,
> emotional or mental.  The release is always through the physical
> body, which present symptoms such as intense fatigue, muscle and
> joint pains especially in the hips and knees, headaches, especially
> at the base of the skull (hear this before?), and neck and shoulder
> pains.
> 
> k. Dizziness and "spaciness". This is because you are in "higher"
> states of consciousness.  You need to get used to being at these
> levels and staying grounded at the same time.  These sensations tend
> to increase with solar flares and full moons as well.
> 
> l.  Increased appetite and putting on weight.  This is because the
> body needs huge amounts of energy to power this process.  (But…you
> can get the type of energy from "good" foods that don't make you gain
> weight.)
> 
> m. The ability to see beyond the veil.  That is, to become aware of
> spirits, devas, E.T.s, and angels as a reality and to communicate
> with these.  This can be very frightening if the person is not
> accustomed to this kind of other dimensional awareness."
> 
> So the good news is that if you are experiencing any of the above (or
> many that aren't listed)… you are advancing…..  the bad news is…
> well… you are experiencing them.
> 
> So what do we suggest????
> 
> ·        Think yourself big.
> 
> ·        Do the gold light exercise (If you have forgotten what this
> is refer Gold Light Exercise on website).
> 
> ·        Try thinking your body as infinite instead of finite… think
> about this statement…do you really have to expect a physical death?
> Are you starting to think about your body as infinite… immortal or do
> you expect it to die?
> 
> ·        Be at peace with who you are.
> 
> ·        Be kind to yourself and nurture yourself.  You carry an
> equal balance of the female energy and the male energy.
> 
> ·        Maybe avoid crowds and crowded places… if possible.
> 
> ·        Try to stay grounded and centered.  This can be very
> challenging for those who are acclimating to higher dimensional
> awareness.  You will often feel dizzy and spacey, but try to pay full
> attention to the physical and grounded aspects of life.  The key here
> is to spend time moving your body somehow  (walking is good), eating
> whole foods, fresh vegetables and fruits (if possible) and not
> neglecting your artistic/creative self..
> 
> ·        Spend as much time as you can in nature.  You will find
> spending time in fresh air and sunlight will assist to strengthen the
> body.
> 
> ·        Also, since all thoughts and certainly your spoken words are
> manifesting at an alarming rate… if you want things to happen, watch
> the words you say or think… "eventually (example – eventually I will
> have my dream house), someday (example – someday I will be in a job I
> love), in the near future, soon, later, when it's supposed to be, if
> it's meant to be, going to, will be, etc.  Get the idea??? If you
> want something to happen… say it….  The universe needs direction.. if
> you hedge with ify words, how can you manifest?
> 
> ·        Channeling or receiving information:  it is important for
> you to set the stage before opening up to channel or receive
> information.  Do the Gold Light exercise and state your intent before
> opening up to receive.  Demand that only "beings" of your highest
> good contact you (or if you are channeling for another, ask that
> beings associated with that individual's highest good be present).
> If you sense or feel any resistance to the sensations produced by the
> communication, cease immediately – it is your soul's notification
> that lower vibrational energies are getting to you.  You'd be
> surprised about how many "folks" from other dimensions are waiting to
> speak – not all are for your highest good.
> 
> Well, that is it for this newsletter---We certainly have gone on long
> enough, huh? Have a great spring!!!!
> 
> Loren and Diane Mickelson
> 
> ******************************************************************
> 
> ** What is a Schumann Resonance?
> 
> Believe it or not, the Earth behaves like an enormous electric
> circuit.  The atmosphere is actually a weak conductor and if there
> were no sources charge, its existing electric charge would diffuse
> away in about 10 minutes.  There is a `cavity' defined by the surface
> of the Earth and the inner edge of the ionosphere 55 kilometers up.
> At any moment, the total charge residing in this cavity is 500,000
> Coulombs.  There is a vertical current flow between the ground and
> the ionosphere of 1 – 3 x 10^-12 Amperes per square meter.  The
> resistance of the atmosphere is 200 Ohms.   The voltage potential is
> 200,000 Volts.  There are about 1000 lightning storms at any given
> moment worldwide.  Each produces 0..5 to 1 Ampere and these
> collectively account for the measured current flow in the Earth's
> `electromagnetic' cavity.
> 
> The Schumann Resonances are quasi standing wave electromagnetic waves
> that exist in this cavity.  Like waves on a spring, they are not
> present all the time, but have to be `excited' to be observed.  They
> are not caused by anything internal to the Earth, its crust or its
> core.  They seem to be related to electrical activity in the
> atmosphere, particularly during times of intense lightning activity.
> They occur at several frequencies between 6 and 50 cycles per second;
> specifically 7.8, 14, 20, 26, 33, 39 and 45 Hertz, with a daily
> variation of about +/- 0.5 Hertz.  So long as the properties of
> Earth's electromagnetic cavity remains about the same, these
> frequencies remain the same.  Presumably there is some change due to
> the solar sunspot cycle as the Earth's ionosphere changes in response
> to the 11-year cycle of solar activity.  Schumann resonances are most
> easily seen between 2000 and 2200 UT.
> 
> Given that the earth's atmosphere carries a charge, a current and a
> voltage, it is not surprising to find such electromagnetic waves.
> The resonate properties of this terrestrial cavity were first
> predicted by the German physicist W. O. Schumann between 1952 and
> 1957, and first detected by Schumann and Komnig in 1954.  The first
> spectral representation of this phenomenon was prepared by Balser and
> Wagner in 1960.  For more information see: "Handbook of Atmospheric
> electrodynamics, vol. I" by Hans Volland, 1995 published by the CRC
> Press.  Chapter 11 is entirely on Schumann Resonances and is written
> by Davis Campbell at the Geophysical Institute, University of Alaska,
> Fairbanks AK, 99775.  There is also a history of this research and an
> extensive bibliography.
> 
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> 
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