Re: Theos-World It's not like I forget,
Apr 21, 2005 08:54 AM
by Iain
HI Niki
good to hear from you, my computer was out for a while there the IPS
developed a fault but its now up and running again just got another 93
emails to flick through before the next batch start arriving.The weather is
sunny and reasonably warm 10 C Just been watching a fallow deer in the
middle of an open feild ,the noise of the car made it look up and trotted
off to the pine-woods. The feilds are full of sheep and newborn lambs
gambolling. It make you wonder how can lambs play cards at that early age?!!
Must go now but I will be back in a few hours
got to go now Big hugs and love bites on yer bum!
cheers Iain
----- Original Message -----
From: "Niki Durand" <nikidurand@yahoo.com>
To: <theos-talk@yahoogroups.com>
Sent: Wednesday, April 20, 2005 7:39 PM
Subject: Re: Theos-World It's not like I forget,
Cheers Iain-
And I'm returning your hug! See?! I knew we could do
it...sometimes when strong personalities meet there's
a period of turbulence...once that is weathered the
flying is always much smoother!
Looking forward to conversing on a higher level!
Love,
Niki
--- Iain <ibse03888@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
Niki,
I've never been accused of righteousness, any one
who knows me that is that
what you see is what you get,I have nothing to hide,
I have nothing to fear,
and I have done nothing that I am ashamed off.Like
everyone I make mistakes,
errors of judgement, bad decisions and stuff things
up, who hasn't?but I'll
stand by what I've done or said.If you see something
about me that I don't
want to see then tough.If something is wrong then I
will call it as it is.If
that hurts someone's pride and vanity then ,so be
it.
As I have said before you have a lot to offer but
being self indulgent
wallowing in self pity is wrong.Is this Tough Love
?then yes it is freely
given without condition By now you will feel angry
and indignant and will
mouth off a few unpleasantries, fine get it out of
your system, perhaps your
chuckle muscle will be back in action after that. I
do not judge you but I
see someone looking for the easy way out,that the
world owes you something,
Do you find it difficult to make friends, I get the
impression that behind
the façade that you try to portray,their is a
vulnerable, lonely person.who
is screaming out to be wanted and loved,there are
many of us human beings in
the same predicament. to be wanted and loved are the
basic emotions that we
share. I DO CARE FOR YOU AND I WILL STAND BY YOU
but you will have to reach out and not bite me!
My chuckles are written for every one to enjoy,it
just so happens that when
someone writes something it is an instantaneous
reply, What makes you
laugh?What do you enjoy doing?
Ok. I'll give you the biggest hug ever,lots of love
your devoted friend Iain
----- Original Message -----
From: "Niki Durand" <nikidurand@yahoo.com>
To: <theos-talk@yahoogroups.com>
Sent: Wednesday, April 20, 2005 6:25 AM
Subject: Re: Theos-World It's not like I forget,
>
> Hey Iain-
>
> Why can't I get the chuckles from you that you so
> freely give to Christina?
>
> I need a hug, not righteousness.
>
> If I have your goat, it's because maybe I see
> something about you you don't want to see about
> yourself...
>
> Big deal, we all f**k up sometimes...every one...
>
> Lighten up sweetie! So you fell in my trap, let it
> loose, life indeed is too precious to keep
fighting!
>
> Now, can I get a chuckle from you?
>
> No traps now, promise! ;-)
>
> Niki, East of Java
>
>
> --- Iain <ibse03888@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
>
>>
>> Whose deluded? your the one thats setting traps,
and
>> showing paranoia,I
>> would think that you do start conflicts I would
even
>> say that you enjoy
>> conflict, and run away to some sucker who will
>> listen to your sob-story.
>> Does this go back too your childhood? Why do you
>> think that you are a
>> scapegoat?Is this the hard luck story we're about
to
>> get again? What 5
>> million page treatise from the Theosophical
Vaults
>> are you refering too?
>> There is none here, are you imagining things
again?
>> Take your time, I have all the time in the world.
>> Cheers Iain
>>
>> ----- Original Message -----
>> From: "Niki Durand" <nikidurand@yahoo.com>
>> To: <theos-talk@yahoogroups.com>
>> Sent: Tuesday, April 19, 2005 11:44 PM
>> Subject: Re: Theos-World It's not like I forget,
>>
>>
>> >
>> > Iain-
>> >
>> > Please stop this! You aren't sitting at my
>> computer
>> > reading post after post telling me I'm deluded,
>> here
>> > read this 5 million page treatise from the
>> > Theosophical vaults! I never start conflicts, I
>> only
>> > respond to them. And thank you for giving me so
>> much
>> > power to say I've brought, single-handedly,
strife
>> to
>> > the group. If you really need a scapegoat, ask
me
>> > first if I want to be one, don't elect me
>> outright!
>> >
>> > Gee, what does a scapegoat wear to the market?
>> Hmmm...
>> >
>> > By the way, you've just fallen into my trap!
When
>> I
>> > posted what you just replied to, it was
designed
>> to
>> > trap guilty hearts...and both you and Krishtar
>> have
>> > fallen in...anybody with a clean conscience
>> wouldn't
>> > even feel a need to respond...
>> >
>> > Now, shoo!
>> >
>> > Niki
>> >
>> >
>> > --- Iain <ibse03888@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
>> >
>> >>
>> >> Niki,A lot of people opened to you and in
return
>> >> you have given abuse and
>> >> insult.You have brought disharmony here,Yes
we
>> all
>> >> feel sorry for you, yes
>> >> sorry, but it does look like that you are
looking
>> >> for aggravation, is this a
>> >> frustration display? possibly or is it just
>> >> attention seeking? very likely.
>> >> What a hard life you have had, ..or have you?
>> some
>> >> of your statements seem
>> >> to be a bit Mills and Boon ,Perhaps your
jealous
>> of
>> >> others that can cope
>> >> with what life has to offer. Many of the
people
>> have
>> >> a harder life than you.
>> >> Are you looking for an emotional crutch, a
patsy
>> >> that will fall in with your
>> >> faultless ways so that you can carry on in
>> whatever
>> >> manner you think you
>> >> should. Sorry kid, perhaps its time for you to
>> grow
>> >> up.
>> >> cheers Iain
>> >> ----- Original Message -----
>> >> From: "Niki Durand" <nikidurand@yahoo.com>
>> >> To: <theos-talk@yahoogroups.com>
>> >> Sent: Tuesday, April 19, 2005 10:00 PM
>> >> Subject: Re: Theos-World It's not like I
forget,
>> >>
>> >>
>> >> >
>> >> > Look Krishtar-
>> >> >
>> >> > We can make this our last post together,
after
>> >> your
>> >> > obvious rebuttal, 'cos I'm onto you.
>> >> >
>> >> > I placed a post, in public, and asked
nothing,
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