Theos-Talk Archives (April 2005 Message tt01136)

Hi Everybody-

I've posted several comments about the contact I've had with my recently deceased 
mate and I've been met with mostly people saying that it can't be so, and posting way 
too long posts of Theosophical scripture...

This is both wearying and tedious. I have real experience and I'm met by opinions by 
people that have none. I thought that an essential aspect of Theosophy was a 
questioning mind. Quoting scripture isn't quesitioning, it is dogmatic and aggressive. 
I'm a new member here...is that how y'all want to show me what Theosophy is all 
about? Because if that's the case, I can get that from my local Catholic priest.

After a lifetime of contact with spirits and other beings, I know what I'm talking 
about. Isn't the search for what's really out there about sharing? That's what I was 
doing, and I've been shot down by obfuscation and dogma. Oh my...

Look, I never speak unless I have something meaningful to share. If I have nothing to 
share I'd much rather listen and learn. But when I do speak about serious matters, 
believe me I've spent a lot of internal time testing it's veracity. 

I will no longer engage in useless and meaningless badinage with people who cannot 
open their minds and engage in a meaningful, compassionate dialogue. I have a lot to 
share, a big heart, a deep love and I have zero judgment in my aura/psyche. Dionne's 
sudden death stripped all judgment away...

I don't mind an honest and curious give and take discussion, but I loathe dogma. 
Please forgive me, my usual good cheer has been slapped away by some of the 
comments made about whether I actually have contact with my dead mate. As if 
anyone but me would know...

Love and Anguish,

Niki Durand