Theos-Talk Archives (April 2005 Message tt01110)

Hi Vlad-

Of course I'd love to share! I have nothing to hide...

Here's your post to me, for reference:

--- Vladimir <forums@sova.us> wrote:

... I'd definitely love to delve into whatever details
you may give, since it would be (I hope) a first-hand
experience, even if doubtful from a theosophical point
of view (regarding alleged connections with deceased
ones and possible mediumistic crap). But of course I
don't insist. Only if you wish to share...

Vladimir

. . . . . . .

Here's something I've emailed to several people from
another group. I believed you asked "how" I contact
her. For me that's like asking me "how" I breathe. I
just do. My method, if any, is simple: I ask for
contact, surround my being with a sphere of white,
pink and gold light, then set my intention. It usually
comes to me later, and sometimes then and there. I
just say what I want and contact comes when it does. I
have clairaudience, clairvoyance and sometimes if I'm
really lucky, clairsentience abilities. I feel very
blessed to have these enhance abilities, that we all
have, really.

. . . . . . .


Here's some of Dionne's teachings that came from
contact with her after her sudden death...please note,
this is an email I sent to others:

OK, here's some of what Dionne has taught me so far:

Oh, wait, before I go on, I had a reading from Vedic
Astrology yesterday (very different from Western) and
the said Dionne ascended straight to the highest
level, is withGod/Goddess, and that she'll be using me
to reveal secrets of life. Apparently I'm supposed to
be this great spirirtual teacher...now if I could just
get out from under this massive debt I have!!!

Also, I have a new love in my life, Babetta, who I
know Dionne sent to me. Last week, Dionne appeared to
her (she's never had any visions before- that'll
change the more she's with me!), and she told me that
Dionne had intended to come right back after the
aneurysm, but felt so much peace without all the pain
she had to let go. She said Dionne felt badly that I
was suffering, and that she loved us both, and wanted
us to love one another...

OK, back to our feature:

Vision #1:

The night she passed February 1st, I fell asleep about
3am...as I closed my tired aching eyes I saw the
vastness of space...stars twinkling brightly. Then a
vertical column of spinning light appeared directly in
front of me. I could see it was hollow, and I could
see the trails of light as they moved left to right,
spinning and spinning, woosh, woosh, woosh... 

The light made me feel calm and warm. I gazed up at
the column and all my pain fell away. Then, as my
serenity increased, the shape shifted and became the
form of a ballerina, with the edges of her tutu
spreading out like the rings of Saturn (the teacher).
A subtle shift happened and then the form, still a
ballerina, was infused with Dionne's essence. She
looked down at me as I gazed up at her. No words, just
a silent connection, a calm, a peace and a deep, deep
love. 

Then, poof! she flew away like Tinker Belle.

The 2 Biggest Lies on Earth:

The next contact we had occured when I was in our
sauna. I was in great pain, and apologizing to her for
everything I did that ever hurt her. As I lay there
softly sobbing after pouring my heart out, her voice
filled my head. She seemed very playful, bouyant even.
She soothed me with a hologram, filled with love.
Then, after my heart was settled and I could focus,
she said that the second biggest lie put over on our
species is that notion that we are alone. She actually
roared with laughter! OK, I thought, I get that, but
what's the first!

The first biggest lie, she said? That Love isn't
everything! Then she told me that she'd been given
"wings", and was on a "holiday". Her consorts wanted
her to fly around the world and visit all the places
she wanted to in her life here. She was very ecstatic
and serene, all at once...then, poof! she was gone.

The Size of a Soul:

Her next visit was interesting...I was looking at a
flock of birds doing their special dance in the air
and suddenly she came to me, and said: what you are
seeing is a larger spirit putting a part of it's
essence in each of them. She said that after we die,
we return to our total essence, and that is much
"larger" than one body can contain- it would die if
filled with all that energy. The "size" of a total
soul depends on how far they've evolved...

The Currency of the Cosmos:

Dionne and I always felt we were wealthy in love.
Well, she taught me that Love is the currency of the
cosmos! She's like an exalted one on the other side,
highly respected and adored. Why? Because she loved
deeply and fully. We loved each other with all our
being, everyday, every second, even when fighting. I
always said she had the biggest heart muscle of any
person I ever met. She said that love and experience
is all that we get to take with us.

The week following her "holiday" she said she was in a
school of sorts, where she was being acclimated to the
rest of her totality, as well as galactic society.
Speaking of society, she said that she wasn't much
interested in Earth politics anymore. I understood
that she was focused soley on the big picture- our
evolution, our destiny's path. And she was focused on
only on love.

Her New Body:

Soon after she passed, after that first visit, she
came to me and said she was loving her new body! She
said it wasn't "made of meat", and was more based on
light and energy. She said she had placed a part of
her essence within my heart, and we are always
connected. And she slso revealed that she could be
several places at once, and could come through and
manifest herself here on Earth in practically any
vessel- a light bulb, a plant, a cat, me. 

Vision #2:

The second vision I had was extraordinary. As I closed
my eyes for sleep, I saw deep space, then a face
filled my view. It was made up of hundreds of tiny
faces, like Salvador Dali's portrait of Mae West. Each
tiny face, when focused on, morphed into another and
another face, rapidly, every second it seemed. I saw
faces I'd never seen in life. The faces kept changing,
and as I looked up in awe, they changed into faces of
death, grey and rotting. 

A screen opened up in the middle of the larger face. A
nighttime scene appeared: corpses walking aimlessly
along a forest trail, in the moonlight. One zombie had
his head popping around off his neck, face morphing
too rapidly for me to see anything other than a bloody
blur.

Disgusted, I woke myself, pet our cat, BG, had a drink
of water, took a deep breath and went back to bed.
Again, a view of space, followed by a head filling the
view. Only this time it was Dionne's face. Like the
other one it was made up of hundreds of tiny faces,
and they were all hers! As I zoomed in and focused on
one, I saw versions of her: as a child, many versions
of that, growing older, a teenager, '20s, and so on.
The visions were all morphing rapidly, like before. I
laid there, rapt with attention and even more awe. I
was seeing her entire life!

Then I saw other things, and soon realized I was
seeing ALL of her selves! I saw her as a
feline-humanoid, other human selves, other beings
even...it was all amazing and I felt more and more
awe. "Dionne" was one part of this vast creation, this
extraordinary being.

The center of the face became a screen and she
appeared before me, looking down as I looked up at
her. Like before, whenever she came to me as a vision
there were no "words", but holograms of entire
thoughts. She was dressed in a flowing gown of
shimmering silver folds, very angelic and stunningly
beautiful. We gazed at each other, serene and
connected, an immense love flowing between us. Then,
as before she smiled and, poof! was gone...

Epilogue:

One thing I've learned through this is that this life
is but a taste of what's truly out there. Also, she
said that often we come here to "launder" an aspect of
our oversoul that needs clarifying. And she said that
this Earth is a "quarantined" planet, puposely
separated from galactic society. That's why we'll
never find any life out there" we are all "alone" in
this frequency. But true life, which is our
birthright, is only a heartbeat away, as long as it's
filled with love. The aloneness, as I wrote earlier,
is an illusion. We are never, ever alone...

That's it for now!

Hope this was enlivening!

Love and Truth, plus some Dark Chocolate!

Niki



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