Theos-Talk Archives (April 2005 Message tt00993)

Hi Morten-

All I wanted, about your name, was to know what the
"M." meant. It wasn't about knowing you better, I just
like to address a person by name, not initial! See- I
can call you Morten now, your name! I love that!

Thanks for your concern, I do apologize for my sass-
it's deeply woven into my DNA! ;-) I didn't feel like
I was "dying", but I was welcoming it with open arms.
Suicide or withering away aren't options for me...I
just saw my life as a boring walk thru the desert
without water- I've had enough of suffering! Had
enough to last several lifetimes! I need a tropical
breeze in my life now, and fast!

Dionne's sudden death has easily been the hardest
thing to endure...I have lots of pain in my life and
that was all idyllic compared to this! Then, when I'm
not looking, a new love comes into my life, Babetta,
and it's frought with complications...yikes! Whatever,
I have to be strong, and I will be, but right now I
just wanna lay down and cry...

Thank you for your kind comments about my beauty and
all the rest! I was touched- I mean blushing- Right
on!!!

I think you are a very sweet amn, and I'm happy to
meet your aquaintance!

Love and Rosy Red Cheeks,

Niki


--- "M. Sufilight" <global-theosophy@stofanet.dk>
wrote:

> 
> Hallo Niki and all readers,
> 
> 
> I am glad to see, that your stomach is better.
> And, wow you are good looking!
> What a profile! I am blushing....
> :-)
> 
> My Readings: Your future looks good. You are not
> dying. Forget that idea, if 
> you have it.
> 
> 
> I would like to know, why you think
> that a different name than "M. Sufilight" would help
> you
> to know me better, - without using skills of a
> prejudicial kind ???
> 
> 
> It is just little me.
> I am one of us - the humans, you know.
> I am one from the block.
> 
> 
> Some of the members know my first name as Morten
> although they often spell 
> it like Morton.
> But I think it is a free world, so I, - well "I", am
> most of the time - not 
> saying anything.
> 
> 
> - - - I will always be here for you somewhere in
> cosmos. - - -
> 
> 
> from
> M. Sufilight with his friend Khidr...
> 
> 
> ----- Original Message ----- 
> From: "Niki Durand" <nikidurand@yahoo.com>
> To: <theos-talk@yahoogroups.com>
> Sent: Sunday, April 17, 2005 5:55 PM
> Subject: Re: Theos-World Re: Gestation time...
> 
> 
> >
> > Hello M.-
> >
> > By the way, could you give me yer name next time?
> I
> > like to know who is giving me advice!
> >
> > Thanks, I truly appreciate your concern. Lovely
> > intent.
> >
> > To list the books and experiences that lead me
> here
> > would be so long (and boring) my computer would
> rebel
> > and shut down! Suffice to say I'm here! I've had
> NDE's
> > as well, many of them, and after Dionne's death I
> have
> > knowledge where before I had only belief.
> >
> > My spirit is fine, I think...yes, I believe it is.
> But
> > my flesh, well- that's where all the fuss is! See,
> > even with all that knowledge I still have to eat,
> apy
> > bills, floss and cry myself to sleep because she's
> not
> > physically there...
> >
> > And not only that, let's add a new love who may or
> may
> > not be with me...a car that was smashed by a
> hit&run
> > driver, my car insurance lapsing 6 days after
> Dionne's
> > death and they didn't inform me- so I have to pay
> out
> > of pocket, my landlord asking me to move out in 60
> > days to make room for a person who's already near
> > death, and my new love is as intense as what I had
> > with Dionne...
> >
> > No worries? Never had much, just feeling like I've
> > been kicked in the stomach!
> >
> > Love and sore stomach muscles,
> >
> > niki
> >
> >
> > --- "M. Sufilight" <global-theosophy@stofanet.dk>
> > wrote:
> >
> >>
> >> Hallo Niki and all,
> >>
> >> My views are:
> >>
> >> May I ask:
> >> What books or experiences has lead you to this
> >> place?
> >>
> >> A few words.
> >> To help you a bit...
> >>
> >> You say, that your stomach has been kicked in.
> >> My knowledge is - that God also known as
> ParaBrahman
> >> is always there for us.
> >> God - ParaBrahman is beyond thoughts and is not
> bad
> >> at all.
> >>
> >> God or ParaBrahman is always good. That which is
> >> good is good - even if we
> >> can't grasp the truth about it.
> >> God - ParaBrahman is wise, and we are not always
> so
> >> wise.
> >>
> >> God - ParaBrahman is love - you just need to
> reach
> >> out and grab hold of that
> >> love.
> >> And also that wisdom.
> >>
> >> You see - God or ParaBrahman is within you.
> >> Also within your stomach.
> >> Se let God - ParaBrahman heal you from the inside
> >> out.
> >>
> >>
> >> I am from Denmark in the town Aarhus.
> >> It is me with the funny aura. :-)
> >> In Denmark most theosophists are pro-Alice A.
> >> Bailey.
> >> I am not pro-Bailey although I can appreciate
> parts
> >> of the wellmeant
> >> teachings.
> >> A bit about me: I somehow died when I was about
> 14
> >> years of age. But I went
> >> back.
> >> No worries Niki.
> >> :-)
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> M. Sufilight with peace and love...
> >>
> >>
> >> ----- Original Message ----- 
> >> From: "Niki Durand" <nikidurand@yahoo.com>
> >> To: <theos-talk@yahoogroups.com>
> >> Sent: Sunday, April 17, 2005 1:27 AM
> >> Subject: Re: Theos-World Re: Gestation time...
> >>
> >>
> >> >
> >> > Hi Iain-
> >> >
> >> > I'm trying very hard, but have had my stomach
> >> kicked
> >> > in by Dionne's sudden death. I'm really very
> weak,
> >> and
> >> > I thought I was strong- HA!
> >> >
> >> > I know nothing anymore, say that love and
> >> > relationships are ALL that matter to me and
> >> everything
> >> > else is a bloody distraction....
> >> >
> >> > And that I'm fading, fast..
> >> >
> >> > Love,
> >> >
> >> > Niki
> >> >
> >> >
> >> > --- Iain <ibse03888@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
> >> >>
> >> >> dear Niki,
> >> >> Welcome to the group, you will find some very
> >> >> serious people on this site,
> >> >> and there are ones who revel in the
> absurdities
> >> that
> >> >> life throws at us. I
> >> >> hopefully belong to the later catagory,The
> saying
> 
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