Theos-Talk Archives (April 2005 Message tt00909)

Cass-

Can I just give you a big soul kiss, now?! Yes, my
sweet Babetta has several doors to close, and I know
we are deep in each other's hearts. She never expected
someone like me- we are both as much affected as the
other. I leave space for her 'cos she has much more to
"deal" with than moi...

About Masonry, New World Order and all that: check out
Robert Anton Wilson's site <http://www.rawilson.com/>
he not only details these things, he leaves you
laughing as well! Who else does that? 

I spent countless hours investigating these
thingees...Sir Laurerence Gardner has good clues, as
does Paget/Biagent (I hope that's the spelling!). The
thing about the Illuminati/Masonry, etc. is that it's
a very slippery slope! It's one of the deepest.
darkest secrets, and so much is pure BS!

>From my research, there IS an Illuminati, they do
affect the world, they do want to take over, and the
effect of that is the liberation of our species! The
essense of all this is that our species needs to learn
what "power" means. And by pushing us to the brink of
existence we're supposed to find out!

It's screwy, I wouldn't do it that way, but apparently
we have what it takes...

Bye for now, Love!!!

Niki


--- Cass Silva <silva_cass@yahoo.com> wrote:

> 
> Hi Niki
> You have probably gone off line. I have spent the
> last couple of hours reading about Masonry, and what
> I have been reading has left me totally confused
> about it. Some say they are behind the New World
> Order. Have attached the link if you're interested.
> If there is any credulity to it its frightening. I
> suppose Babette needs to close one door before
> opening another. Patience, sweetie.
> http://www.trosch.org/bks/msnc/masonry-exposed.html
> 
> Love Cass
> Niki Durand <nikidurand@yahoo.com> wrote:
> 
> Oh Cass, my Darling!
> 
> I'm not going anywhere! I just, when I wrote that,
> didn't know why I'm alive nor what my purpose is.
> Still don't....I know what I want, though, and
> that's
> what I'm focusing on.
> 
> My dilemma isn't with Dionne, it's with Babetta, the
> new love in my life. I'm sorted with Dionne, she
> stroked my hair last week. I still can fall apart
> thinking of her, and do frequently, but that's ok.
> Babetta, our love, is complex right now, very, very
> much so. One thing we do know is that we feel very
> natural (she had Dionne come to her to give a
> message
> to me, and had her first ever psychic experience
> with
> me the night before), and we love each other.
> Everything else is in this HUGE flux! She's married,
> about to be divorced, has three kids who are being
> systematically taken away from her, and it tears her
> sweet heart, she may or may not move to Idaho
> briefly
> to move them in, there's another person in her life,
> someone she's been seeing for awhile...and I have to
> move out in 60 (or so) days, so I don't know where
> I'm
> gonna be!
> 
> Aiiiiyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
> 
> Where's the tranquilizers! 
> 
> The 3 constants I do have are Dionne's eternal love,
> my cate, BG, and that Babetta loves me as much as I
> love her...
> 
> Thanks for you warmth, concern, and your offer to
> talk...since you rock my world, I'll have to do
> that,
> soon so we can get to know each other better!
> 
> Big and Wounded Love, but huge nonetheless!
> 
> niki
> 
> 
> --- Cass Silva wrote:
> 
> > 
> > Don't you dare Niki, is this what Dionne would
> have
> > wanted? I am also in the throws of separating from
> > my partner of five years, but cannot imagine the
> > pain you are feeling. Every night when you go to
> > sleep, you can go to her, and you probably do,
> > without remembering it. Although you do not know
> > the reason why life has taken your great love from
> > you, there is a reason, you have to keep marching
> on
> > to find the truth about your journey. Know that
> you
> > will be reunited in time and keep that little
> angel
> > on your shoulder until then.
> > Be brave, be courageous for Dionnes sake if not
> for
> > yours.
> > Love always
> > Cass
> > ps Anytime you need to talk, email me at my
> private
> > address, anytime!!! If you need to hear a voice,
> > send me your phone number and I will call you. 
> > 
> > Niki Durand wrote:
> > 
> > Hi Iain-
> > 
> > I'm trying very hard, but have had my stomach
> kicked
> > in by Dionne's sudden death. I'm really very weak,
> > and
> > I thought I was strong- HA!
> > 
> > I know nothing anymore, say that love and
> > relationships are ALL that matter to me and
> > everything
> > else is a bloody distraction....
> > 
> > And that I'm fading, fast..
> > 
> > Love,
> > 
> > Niki
> > 
> > 
> > --- Iain wrote:
> > > 
> > > dear Niki,
> > > Welcome to the group, you will find some very
> > > serious people on this site, 
> > > and there are ones who revel in the absurdities
> > that
> > > life throws at us. I 
> > > hopefully belong to the later catagory,The
> saying
> > > that many a truth is said 
> > > in jest, and if you have read some of my
> postings
> > > there is a great deal of 
> > > "mickey taking" or lampooning as you say in the
> > US..
> > > Laughter is the best 
> > > medicine, unfortunatly for others I've doubled
> the
> > > dosage!! Let your 
> > > chuckle-muscle be active, Keep you chocolate
> > levels
> > > high,
> > > cheers from Sunny Scotland.
> > > Iain
> > > ----- Original Message ----- 
> > > From: "Anika Kinnara Durand" 
> > > To: 
> > > Sent: Saturday, April 16, 2005 9:05 PM
> > > Subject: Theos-World Re: Gestation time...
> > > 
> > > 
> > > >
> > > >
> > > > Hi Anand-
> > > >
> > > > It seems to be you and me! How fun is that?! I
> > > have a very kind heart, and 
> > > > I'm also
> > > > fierce like Sekhmet!
> > > >
> > > > If I get what I need here, and can contribute
> > for
> > > the benefit of all, 
> > > > believe me, I'll stay
> > > > here...
> > > >
> > > > Love and Hot Chocolate,
> > > >
> > > > Niki
> > > >
> > > >
> > > > --- In theos-talk@yahoogroups.com, "Anand
> > Gholap"
> > > 
> > > > wrote:
> > > >>
> > > >> Niki,
> > > >> > Just curious, what's the "gestation time"
> > here
> > > in the group, where a
> > > >> new member is
> > > >> > assimilated and people actually start
> > > responding to replies? I've
> > > >> made several, after
> > > >> > my intro (one reply so far, btw), and no
> > > responses...
> > > >> >
> > > >> > Is there a time period? Do I just keep
> > posting
> > > and receiving no
> > > >> replies and pray to the
> > > >> > posting Goddess? Be demure and bat my
> > > eyelashes, waiting patiently?
> > > >> >
> > > >> > Just curious...
> > > >> >
> > > >> > Niki Durand
> > > >>
> > > >> I am afraid it won't be too easy and always
> > happy
> > > to be here. Slowly
> > > >> you will learn what it is and how it goes on.
> > But
> > > it will take time. If
> > > >> you are a very nice at heart, then you might
> > > either keep quiet or leave
> > > >> the group as many do. But I would be happy if
> 
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