Theos-Talk Archives (April 2005 Message tt00905)

Hi Niki
You have probably gone off line. I have spent the last couple of hours reading about Masonry, and what I have been reading has left me totally confused about it. Some say they are behind the New World Order. Have attached the link if you're interested. If there is any credulity to it its frightening. I suppose Babette needs to close one door before opening another. Patience, sweetie.
http://www.trosch.org/bks/msnc/masonry-exposed.html

Love Cass
Niki Durand <nikidurand@yahoo.com> wrote:

Oh Cass, my Darling!

I'm not going anywhere! I just, when I wrote that,
didn't know why I'm alive nor what my purpose is.
Still don't....I know what I want, though, and that's
what I'm focusing on.

My dilemma isn't with Dionne, it's with Babetta, the
new love in my life. I'm sorted with Dionne, she
stroked my hair last week. I still can fall apart
thinking of her, and do frequently, but that's ok.
Babetta, our love, is complex right now, very, very
much so. One thing we do know is that we feel very
natural (she had Dionne come to her to give a message
to me, and had her first ever psychic experience with
me the night before), and we love each other.
Everything else is in this HUGE flux! She's married,
about to be divorced, has three kids who are being
systematically taken away from her, and it tears her
sweet heart, she may or may not move to Idaho briefly
to move them in, there's another person in her life,
someone she's been seeing for awhile...and I have to
move out in 60 (or so) days, so I don't know where I'm
gonna be!

Aiiiiyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Where's the tranquilizers! 

The 3 constants I do have are Dionne's eternal love,
my cate, BG, and that Babetta loves me as much as I
love her...

Thanks for you warmth, concern, and your offer to
talk...since you rock my world, I'll have to do that,
soon so we can get to know each other better!

Big and Wounded Love, but huge nonetheless!

niki


--- Cass Silva wrote:

> 
> Don't you dare Niki, is this what Dionne would have
> wanted? I am also in the throws of separating from
> my partner of five years, but cannot imagine the
> pain you are feeling. Every night when you go to
> sleep, you can go to her, and you probably do,
> without remembering it. Although you do not know
> the reason why life has taken your great love from
> you, there is a reason, you have to keep marching on
> to find the truth about your journey. Know that you
> will be reunited in time and keep that little angel
> on your shoulder until then.
> Be brave, be courageous for Dionnes sake if not for
> yours.
> Love always
> Cass
> ps Anytime you need to talk, email me at my private
> address, anytime!!! If you need to hear a voice,
> send me your phone number and I will call you. 
> 
> Niki Durand wrote:
> 
> Hi Iain-
> 
> I'm trying very hard, but have had my stomach kicked
> in by Dionne's sudden death. I'm really very weak,
> and
> I thought I was strong- HA!
> 
> I know nothing anymore, say that love and
> relationships are ALL that matter to me and
> everything
> else is a bloody distraction....
> 
> And that I'm fading, fast..
> 
> Love,
> 
> Niki
> 
> 
> --- Iain wrote:
> > 
> > dear Niki,
> > Welcome to the group, you will find some very
> > serious people on this site, 
> > and there are ones who revel in the absurdities
> that
> > life throws at us. I 
> > hopefully belong to the later catagory,The saying
> > that many a truth is said 
> > in jest, and if you have read some of my postings
> > there is a great deal of 
> > "mickey taking" or lampooning as you say in the
> US..
> > Laughter is the best 
> > medicine, unfortunatly for others I've doubled the
> > dosage!! Let your 
> > chuckle-muscle be active, Keep you chocolate
> levels
> > high,
> > cheers from Sunny Scotland.
> > Iain
> > ----- Original Message ----- 
> > From: "Anika Kinnara Durand" 
> > To: 
> > Sent: Saturday, April 16, 2005 9:05 PM
> > Subject: Theos-World Re: Gestation time...
> > 
> > 
> > >
> > >
> > > Hi Anand-
> > >
> > > It seems to be you and me! How fun is that?! I
> > have a very kind heart, and 
> > > I'm also
> > > fierce like Sekhmet!
> > >
> > > If I get what I need here, and can contribute
> for
> > the benefit of all, 
> > > believe me, I'll stay
> > > here...
> > >
> > > Love and Hot Chocolate,
> > >
> > > Niki
> > >
> > >
> > > --- In theos-talk@yahoogroups.com, "Anand
> Gholap"
> > 
> > > wrote:
> > >>
> > >> Niki,
> > >> > Just curious, what's the "gestation time"
> here
> > in the group, where a
> > >> new member is
> > >> > assimilated and people actually start
> > responding to replies? I've
> > >> made several, after
> > >> > my intro (one reply so far, btw), and no
> > responses...
> > >> >
> > >> > Is there a time period? Do I just keep
> posting
> > and receiving no
> > >> replies and pray to the
> > >> > posting Goddess? Be demure and bat my
> > eyelashes, waiting patiently?
> > >> >
> > >> > Just curious...
> > >> >
> > >> > Niki Durand
> > >>
> > >> I am afraid it won't be too easy and always
> happy
> > to be here. Slowly
> > >> you will learn what it is and how it goes on.
> But
> > it will take time. If
> > >> you are a very nice at heart, then you might
> > either keep quiet or leave
> > >> the group as many do. But I would be happy if
> you
> > remain.
> > >> Anand Gholap
> > >
> > >
> > >
> > >
> > >
> > >
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