Theos-Talk Archives (April 2005 Message tt00903)

HI John- 

Thank you for your kind reply. I went to your page and
it's similar to what I used to believe. I've had a lot
of contact (and still do) with Dionne since she's
passed and now I know thigns where before I had
belief.

I know she's with me, btw, and yet I have my "flesh"
existence to live. If it wasn't for my contact with
her, I know I would've died of grief- I know that too.
My grief is only on the physical plane...the first day
I came home after her death I woke up and walked
outside, looking at the tall eucalyptus trees. My
hands began grabbing the air, and I realized they
missed massaging her- she needed it every day. It's
almost like I went thru a withdrawal. I could still
smell her hair in my nostrils, and could feel her
touching me (writing this is causing me to cry...it's
sooo fresh).

I have her with me, in my heart, and not with me, on
Earth, in the flesh. I need to be loved, held, adored
and I need to do the same for another. Fate, what have
you, brought someone to me, Babetta, but there are
complications...too complex for this post. She adores
me and I adore her. Dionne has approved of her, and
Babetta had contact with her recently. She told me
things about Dionne that were new to me, so I know
what we have is special.

I've never been a conventional person, and it makes
sense to me that my experiences with Dionne from
beyond would be the same...

Thank you so much!

Love,

Niki


--- John <GodLovesEveryone.org@gmail.com> wrote:
> 
> << And saying, "Everyone has to grieve for those
> that are
> close and loved." does me no good. Why do people
> always say that? That makes me feel small and
> trivial,
> I know you didn't intend that- just don't ever say
> that to another person on grief, ok?
> 
> I haven't stopped loving, in fact that's what has me
> down again- keeping my heart open! It keeps getting
> stomped on! And, I don't know how much more I can
> take. When Dionne died I really lost my reasons for
> bwing here...and yet I didn't wake up dead... >>
> 
> Hi, Niki,
> 
> Back when I first joined this group, I composed a
> web page in order to 
> send to someone else on this list (Ana and Mary) for
> someone who was 
> returning to Greece with death in the picture.
> 
> You might find my reply (this site) vaguely helpful.
> 
>
http://godloveseveryone.org/questions/reincarnation.htm
> 
> In it, I try to roughly describe my vision of how
> you and Dionne are 
> together right NOW even if you are simultaneously
> feeling the loss..
> 
> This came to me during the period between the death
> of one of my 
> students and her funeral, and I was felt moved to
> share it with the 
> student's mother. I told her at the funeral that I
> wanted her to stop by 
> my office later when she had time so I could share
> what I felt moved to 
> share, and I did get a chance to share with her, and
> give her the 
> hastily drawn example.
> 
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