Theos-Talk Archives (March 2004 Message tt00161)

Cream Stationery

hi

I continue from my previous mail !

Look at how this self possesive guy suffers

* Exhibits traits that are not there in him !

There are egotists, who simply wear a smile - just to attract people - It
doesn't come from within ! It is just a mask.

* Adds some principles to his daily routine:
This is where my previous mail will have a relevance ! He will not be a cool
guy, but pretend so with grudge within - just for the sake of recognition !
People have to say 'wow ! a cool pal !" - that's it - It is not his natural
flair, being cool !

And, whenever, he violates his principles, he feels bad !

Look @ this interesting phenomenon - If he follows his principle of being
cool, he does not express his bad feelings, with grudge within & if he
expresses to wipe out the same, he is cross with himself for having violated
his principle - He always carries a feel bad factor, with himself - He is
just a briefcase of ill feelings, a mobile garbage bin !

* Tries being deceptive : Now, he tries in vain, to be deceptive - avoids
people, just to see if they follow him. Nay !

And, once his real self gets exposed and all homo sapiens leave him, he is
depressed and wrecks himself.

And all these exercises, for just worthless recognition to the shell of his
atma, his body / name !
Raghu



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