Theos-Talk Archives (February 2001 Message tt00155)

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From: <sanctius@mail.com>
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Sent: Thursday, February 22, 2001 7:41 PM
Subject: Theos-World Emotional growth


> Of astral bodybuilding and emotional growth:
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> Once upon the time my threefold personality contained astral, or the
> feeling body, that had a little problem. It was like a bottleneck
> between my etheric/physical and mental bodies. Yes it was a fine, nice
> and quite functioning little astral body, but it was missing mass and
> depth. It was just feeling too little.
>
> So I began "a project" in order to correct that faculty of mine, that
> was handicapping the bodies next to it, the physical and the mental
> bodies. It's neighboroughs couldn't communicate each other too well
> because every flow of energy went through that puny astral body. It
> was also a risk to increase the capacity of the mental or etheric
> bodies, because that would put too much stress into the astral body.
> That kind of stress could easily rip astral body apart and cause
> severe mental disorders. In order to expand my overall personality and
> to make it more functional vehicle in the earth service, I decided to
> grow my feeling point of experience, that would in turn remove the
> friction with it's neighboroughs and perhaps making them work as one,
> harmonized whole.
>
> How was it done? Simply. Crying, fearing, raging and loving. Much of
> this emotional work was done while my body was sleeping, and the rest
> of course when the body was awake. In the nighttime, very vivid dreams
> began to appear. I ran, I hide, I feared, I screamed, I raged, I
> crushed, I pounded, I devastated, I conquered, I died, I cried, I
> talked, I studied, I travelled, I played, I laughed, I loved, I
> helped, I comforted, I healed. As I went through negative feelings, I
> could feel more positive feelings too.
>
> Every time I climbed into sunny hills, there was a vale of sorrow
> waiting for me. And every time i went through the darkest hell of
> human experience, the positive feedback was almost immediate. I pushed
> and extended my feeling body both upwards and downwards. I rejoiced
> with angels, I battled with devils. I went thru the chaotic black
> madness and thru the halls of silent perfect order. Calmed, I was
> still in the middle, now extended. Thru hell I conquered heaven.
>
> As I went through these experiences, I was adding lot of astral mass
> into my astral body. I tamed those wild emotions of love, hate, fear
> and sorrow. I brought them under my will and direction. It might be
> sayed, that those emotional elementals are now "mine" and I have
> responsibility over them, as I have reponsibility over my self. They
> are me as I am them.
>
> Where did that astral matter come? Surely not out of nowhere? From
> this very planet it came. Our Planetary Man is suffering of those
> untamed emotions, and we have been called to cleanse and stabilize His
> emotional body. The Earth is not yet a sacred planet, but someday He
> shall be, as we shall be. Our responsibility is to carry as much our
> planet's karma we can carry. This carry might be of emotional kind,
> and as we make it under our combined will, the Planetary Man shall be
> free and that sets us free too.
>
> Every day I cry, I dry the sea of sorrow. O:´)
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