Dear Estrella,
as Dallas said: You are not alone, you know.
There are no loose ends in the universe and we are all part of that web, and
a web is something closely united, there are not isolated parts, not even
you, no matter how low you may feel at the moment.
I know there are times in which it seems so
difficult just to make sense of the words, even of the very words that could
be so helpful. But we are so far, hidden in that "fog" that
does not let us see things from a lighter perspective. And at those times
there is one thing we can do at least: TRUST. "Hope", as Dallas
said, and TRUST. There was a time in my life in which it was so difficult
for me to cope that I decided I would trust, and it worked!!!! When we are
older and we see things in perspective, we realize that most of the times we
should not have worried as we did, because now we understand the lesson we
were experiencing at the moment. Well, it's only a question of trying to
trust that there is a purpose in everything, because THERE IS. And from the
moment you trust, accepting becomes easier.
Reaching out is good, too, because, although
we are not alone, it is also comforting to have some proofs of it
;-)
From a part of the web in Barcelona, a very
warm hug to you
Ana Maria.