Theos-Talk Archives (April 2005 Message tt01273)

Hey Iain-

Why can't I get the chuckles from you that you so
freely give to Christina?

I need a hug, not righteousness.

If I have your goat, it's because maybe I see
something about you you don't want to see about
yourself...

Big deal, we all f**k up sometimes...every one...

Lighten up sweetie! So you fell in my trap, let it
loose, life indeed is too precious to keep fighting!

Now, can I get a chuckle from you?

No traps now, promise! ;-)

Niki, East of Java


--- Iain <ibse03888@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:

> 
> Whose deluded? your the one thats setting traps, and
> showing paranoia,I 
> would think that you do start conflicts I would even
> say that you enjoy 
> conflict, and run away to some sucker who will
> listen to your sob-story. 
> Does this go back too your childhood? Why do you
> think that you are a 
> scapegoat?Is this the hard luck story we're about to
> get again? What 5 
> million page treatise from the Theosophical Vaults
> are you refering too? 
> There is none here, are you imagining things again?
> Take your time, I have all the time in the world.
> Cheers Iain
> 
> ----- Original Message ----- 
> From: "Niki Durand" <nikidurand@yahoo.com>
> To: <theos-talk@yahoogroups.com>
> Sent: Tuesday, April 19, 2005 11:44 PM
> Subject: Re: Theos-World It's not like I forget,
> 
> 
> >
> > Iain-
> >
> > Please stop this! You aren't sitting at my
> computer
> > reading post after post telling me I'm deluded,
> here
> > read this 5 million page treatise from the
> > Theosophical vaults! I never start conflicts, I
> only
> > respond to them. And thank you for giving me so
> much
> > power to say I've brought, single-handedly, strife
> to
> > the group. If you really need a scapegoat, ask me
> > first if I want to be one, don't elect me
> outright!
> >
> > Gee, what does a scapegoat wear to the market?
> Hmmm...
> >
> > By the way, you've just fallen into my trap! When
> I
> > posted what you just replied to, it was designed
> to
> > trap guilty hearts...and both you and Krishtar
> have
> > fallen in...anybody with a clean conscience
> wouldn't
> > even feel a need to respond...
> >
> > Now, shoo!
> >
> > Niki
> >
> >
> > --- Iain <ibse03888@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
> >
> >>
> >> Niki,A lot of people opened to you and in return
> >> you have given abuse and
> >> insult.You have brought disharmony here,Yes we
> all
> >> feel sorry for you, yes
> >> sorry, but it does look like that you are looking
> >> for aggravation, is this a
> >> frustration display? possibly or is it just
> >> attention seeking? very likely.
> >> What a hard life you have had, ..or have you?
> some
> >> of your statements seem
> >> to be a bit Mills and Boon ,Perhaps your jealous
> of
> >> others that can cope
> >> with what life has to offer. Many of the people
> have
> >> a harder life than you.
> >> Are you looking for an emotional crutch, a patsy
> >> that will fall in with your
> >> faultless ways so that you can carry on in
> whatever
> >> manner you think you
> >> should. Sorry kid, perhaps its time for you to
> grow
> >> up.
> >> cheers Iain
> >> ----- Original Message ----- 
> >> From: "Niki Durand" <nikidurand@yahoo.com>
> >> To: <theos-talk@yahoogroups.com>
> >> Sent: Tuesday, April 19, 2005 10:00 PM
> >> Subject: Re: Theos-World It's not like I forget,
> >>
> >>
> >> >
> >> > Look Krishtar-
> >> >
> >> > We can make this our last post together, after
> >> your
> >> > obvious rebuttal, 'cos I'm onto you.
> >> >
> >> > I placed a post, in public, and asked nothing,
> >> other
> >> > than an open mind. I've been mat with mostly
> >> dogma,
> >> > and now you've joined in that. You came to me
> with
> >> > bias, as if you actually knew something about
> my
> >> > experiences, and managed to be demeaning along
> the
> >> > way. When I called you on it, very fairly I
> feel,
> >> I
> >> > get this petulant reply below. If you were as
> >> > objective and compassionate as you feel, then
> you
> >> > would've realized I still have a great deal of
> >> pain.
> >> > You write from a place of negative male energy,
> >> which
> >> > always wants to be right at all costs.
> Someone's
> >> grief
> >> > means nothing to people like you if being right
> >> looms
> >> > on the horizon. Well, K. I have tyre tracks on
> my
> >> back
> >> > from your rush to claim another bon-bon for
> your
> >> ego
> >> > basket.
> >> >
> >> > I hope you NEVER have to suffer the sudden loss
> of
> >> > your mate. Maybe then you'll have an inkling of
> >> what
> >> > I'm going through. I'm sharing intimate
> thoughts
> >> > freely...but go ahead and feel free to continue
> >> > pissing on them to satisfy your desire to be
> >> right.
> >> >
> >> > By the way, did you notice I didn't sign my
> usual
> >> > "love" on the post you responded to? That's
> >> because I
> >> > was being sacastic...and it ws intended for
> anyone
> >> who
> >> > felt guilty- like you! You just fell for my
> trap,
> >> and
> >> > now I know where you stand...ooops! don't look
> >> down,
> >> > that's spiritual dog-poo yer standing in...
> >> >
> >> > Niki
> >> >
> >> > ps...like with anyone else I've ever had a
> >> conflict
> >> > with I'm willing to come to peace, if you are.
> But
> >> I
> >> > won't ever be talked down to, not even by
> God...
> >> >
> >> >
> >> > --- krishtar <krishtar_a@brturbo.com.br> wrote:
> >> >
> >> >>
> >> >>
> >> >> Niki,
> >> >> You always used the word "love" in your
> e-.mails.
> >> >> You asked respect for your feelings towards
> >> someone
> >> >> you love.
> >> >> You ask people to respect your and share your
> >> >> experiences and have empathy for the sorrow
> you
> >> >> mentioned by the living of your "soulmate".
> >> >>
> >> >> Here I put a question for your reflection and
> >> >> consideration.
> >> >> The same empathy and consideration you plea
> you
> >> >> should offer to all of us, here.
> >> >> It is a list of theosophy, of people who try
> to
> >> >> study theosophy.
> >> >> One of the principal characteristics of this
> >> study
> >> >> is impartiality, objectiveness.
> >> >> Here we are not attached to the study and
> >> researches
> >> >> on siddhis, which are empty in their essence
> and
> 
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