Theos-Talk Archives (April 2005 Message tt00937)

Hello M.-

By the way, could you give me yer name next time? I
like to know who is giving me advice!

Thanks, I truly appreciate your concern. Lovely
intent.

To list the books and experiences that lead me here
would be so long (and boring) my computer would rebel
and shut down! Suffice to say I'm here! I've had NDE's
as well, many of them, and after Dionne's death I have
knowledge where before I had only belief.

My spirit is fine, I think...yes, I believe it is. But
my flesh, well- that's where all the fuss is! See,
even with all that knowledge I still have to eat, apy
bills, floss and cry myself to sleep because she's not
physically there...

And not only that, let's add a new love who may or may
not be with me...a car that was smashed by a hit&run
driver, my car insurance lapsing 6 days after Dionne's
death and they didn't inform me- so I have to pay out
of pocket, my landlord asking me to move out in 60
days to make room for a person who's already near
death, and my new love is as intense as what I had
with Dionne...

No worries? Never had much, just feeling like I've
been kicked in the stomach!

Love and sore stomach muscles,

niki


--- "M. Sufilight" <global-theosophy@stofanet.dk>
wrote:

> 
> Hallo Niki and all,
> 
> My views are:
> 
> May I ask:
> What books or experiences has lead you to this
> place?
> 
> A few words.
> To help you a bit...
> 
> You say, that your stomach has been kicked in.
> My knowledge is - that God also known as ParaBrahman
> is always there for us.
> God - ParaBrahman is beyond thoughts and is not bad
> at all.
> 
> God or ParaBrahman is always good. That which is
> good is good - even if we 
> can't grasp the truth about it.
> God - ParaBrahman is wise, and we are not always so
> wise.
> 
> God - ParaBrahman is love - you just need to reach
> out and grab hold of that 
> love.
> And also that wisdom.
> 
> You see - God or ParaBrahman is within you.
> Also within your stomach.
> Se let God - ParaBrahman heal you from the inside
> out.
> 
> 
> I am from Denmark in the town Aarhus.
> It is me with the funny aura. :-)
> In Denmark most theosophists are pro-Alice A.
> Bailey.
> I am not pro-Bailey although I can appreciate parts
> of the wellmeant 
> teachings.
> A bit about me: I somehow died when I was about 14
> years of age. But I went 
> back.
> No worries Niki.
> :-)
> 
> 
> 
> M. Sufilight with peace and love...
> 
> 
> ----- Original Message ----- 
> From: "Niki Durand" <nikidurand@yahoo.com>
> To: <theos-talk@yahoogroups.com>
> Sent: Sunday, April 17, 2005 1:27 AM
> Subject: Re: Theos-World Re: Gestation time...
> 
> 
> >
> > Hi Iain-
> >
> > I'm trying very hard, but have had my stomach
> kicked
> > in by Dionne's sudden death. I'm really very weak,
> and
> > I thought I was strong- HA!
> >
> > I know nothing anymore, say that love and
> > relationships are ALL that matter to me and
> everything
> > else is a bloody distraction....
> >
> > And that I'm fading, fast..
> >
> > Love,
> >
> > Niki
> >
> >
> > --- Iain <ibse03888@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
> >>
> >> dear Niki,
> >> Welcome to the group, you will find some very
> >> serious people on this site,
> >> and there are ones who revel in the absurdities
> that
> >> life throws at us. I
> >> hopefully belong to the later catagory,The saying
> >> that many a truth is said
> >> in jest, and if you have read some of my postings
> >> there is a great deal of
> >> "mickey taking" or lampooning as you say in the
> US..
> >> Laughter is the best
> >> medicine, unfortunatly for others I've doubled
> the
> >> dosage!! Let your
> >> chuckle-muscle be active, Keep you chocolate
> levels
> >> high,
> >> cheers from Sunny Scotland.
> >> Iain
> >> ----- Original Message ----- 
> >> From: "Anika Kinnara Durand"
> <nikidurand@yahoo.com>
> >> To: <theos-talk@yahoogroups.com>
> >> Sent: Saturday, April 16, 2005 9:05 PM
> >> Subject: Theos-World Re: Gestation time...
> >>
> >>
> >> >
> >> >
> >> > Hi Anand-
> >> >
> >> > It seems to be you and me! How fun is that?! I
> >> have a very kind heart, and
> >> > I'm also
> >> > fierce like Sekhmet!
> >> >
> >> > If I get what I need here, and can contribute
> for
> >> the benefit of all,
> >> > believe me, I'll stay
> >> > here...
> >> >
> >> > Love and Hot Chocolate,
> >> >
> >> > Niki
> >> >
> >> >
> >> > --- In theos-talk@yahoogroups.com, "Anand
> Gholap"
> >> <AnandGholap@A...>
> >> > wrote:
> >> >>
> >> >> Niki,
> >> >> > Just curious, what's the "gestation time"
> here
> >> in the group, where a
> >> >> new member is
> >> >> > assimilated and people actually start
> >> responding to replies? I've
> >> >> made several, after
> >> >> > my intro (one reply so far, btw), and no
> >> responses...
> >> >> >
> >> >> > Is there a time period? Do I just keep
> posting
> >> and receiving no
> >> >> replies and pray to the
> >> >> > posting Goddess? Be demure and bat my
> >> eyelashes, waiting patiently?
> >> >> >
> >> >> > Just curious...
> >> >> >
> >> >> > Niki Durand
> >> >>
> >> >> I am afraid it won't be too easy and always
> happy
> >> to be here. Slowly
> >> >> you will learn what it is and how it goes on.
> But
> >> it will take time. If
> >> >> you are a very nice at heart, then you might
> >> either keep quiet or leave
> >> >> the group as many do. But I would be happy if
> you
> >> remain.
> >> >> Anand Gholap
> >> >
> >> >
> >> >
> >> >
> >> >
> >> >
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